We know you'd be with us if heaven wasn't so far away -- Fall 2018

Constantine Black wrote:I ran a hand through my hair and wished that Evan was right.  I mean... it would make everything so much easier.  How could I talk about what I Saw?  I swallowed hard and sighed.  "I know," I managed to say.  "But some things I just can't put into words."

"I understand," I assured him.  I stilll was not the best at voicing what was going through my head after being taught to keep nothing but secrets.  "But just know that you are not alone, Stan."

I nodded slightly at Evan spoke.  I did not want to make him think that I did not like what he was saying, but I was just not going to accept it yet.  "I know," I said to him quietly.

"Of course we'd be here," I assured Lucy. I could not believe that Remus had passed. I looked at Liam to see if I could tell how he was handling it. I gave her a hug. "Do you or Will need anything?" It had been such a rough year for them. It was horrible.

I couldn't believe he was gone. We were losing to much, it was getting to much. No more will Grandpa give me chocolate after a hard night. Smirking, just thinking of the hidden chocolates that were all over the place.

I let Parvati and Lucy speak and I went up to where Remus was. I took a deep breath before I looked down at the man who had saved my life. I could not believe it. I looked down at him and my breath caught in my throat. "Thanks," I said lamely knowing I was not going to be able to say anything else. It was all I could do to just to say that. This man saved me from myself moreso than Greyback. He had always been like a father figure... no, a big brother. I was his boy. That's what he always said to me. I could not do this.