It's hard to find the perfect time to say something you know is gonna change everything -- May 1998

I looked at her.  "I mean, it's for the best, Pansy," I said to her.  "Our sisters might let it slip before it's necessary."  Of course I kenw Juniper would not, but I could not just pin it on Linnea.  That would be cruel.

I nodded.  "Of course," I said to him.  "And we can't have that... at least not yet."  it would be hard to keep from Linnea, but it was for the best.  I could acknowledge that at least.

I was surprised that Pansy was not arguing about that fact more than what she was.  I looked over at her.  "Thank you for understanding," I said to her, showing that I was stunned.

I chuckled.  "Well, I may as well start that now, right?" I questioned jokingly.  "It's not like I haven't been doing that our whole lives or anything like that."

Ah, that was what she meant by ti all.  "I guess," I said, unsure of how to respond to that.  Unfortunately she was right about that.