After all your tears have turned to rage -- 1987

I wrapped my arms area mummy and began crying, where did my brother go? "Mummy, where's Evan?" I sobbed. "I want Evan!"

Tears clouding my vision as I almost felt her little heart break. " We'll get him back honey...no matter how long it takes." I told her. It wasn't a threat. It was a promise, I was going to do whatever it took to make sure our family became whole again.

I cried into my mums chest. "I want Evan! I want my twin!" I looked up at her. "We'll get him back." I repeated weakly back to her, tears running down my face. I slipped to the ground, trying to make sense of what happened. "Why did he take him away?" I asked softly.

I wanted to tell her so much. " I'll get him back sweetie....no matter what it takes." I said pulling my little girl into my lap. " He's trying to make sure that we get really sad...and become someone we're not. He hopes by taking Evan away from us......he'll make us weak."

I turned my teary eyes up to my mum as she placed me on her lap. "We're not weak?" I said as more of a quesion. I knew my mum and brother were strong but I hadn't be able to calm Evan down enough to prevent his magic from overpowering him. I wasn't as strong as he was. "I'll try not to be sad mum, but I miss Evan so much."

I put my hands on Faith's cheeks as I looked into her eyes. " You can be upset if you want to sweetie. It's perfectly normal. I will get him back. He will join us again. " I told her. Peter was not taking the only thing that I had of James left. He was not taking that from me, he was not taking both of them. He will have to kill me to make me forget my children. He had done this because I did not love him. I could only imagine what he had done to James, he has not fed us enough to strongly survive. Just enough to know that we're not going anywhere. This was not going to continue happen. We will get out of here. " It'll be okay honey."

I looked up at mummy as a tear slid down my cheek. "I just want my brother back, I want both of my brothers mummy. And I want daddy." I sighed as I laid my head on her chest. "I miss them all, but I've never met Harry or daddy." I sighed. "I just want to meet them." I said softly.

We had to get through this. It would make us stronger. I would get Evan back and Peter will die. By my hand or by James'. I knew James was okay. With us being here I had to assume James was here too. I sat down in front of Faith as I took her hands. " You will meet them honey." I said as I didn't necessarily know when. I would make it happen even if it was just Faith who got out of here.