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Deep into that darkness peering, I long stood there... wondering, fearing, doubting -- Early Winter 1997

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Post  Draco Malfoy Sun Apr 27, 2014 5:22 am

I feared that, too.  Even if we stayed strong and fought against wanting to be a Death Eater, they would force it upon us.  "As long as they have me, they'll keep you out of it," I said, shaking my head.  "I don't know what I'm going to do... but if I can at least lead them on long enough to figure it out, hopefully neither of us have to become one."  If only that plan would work.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Sun Apr 27, 2014 9:22 am

"It's not fair that you have to do this alone though. We're twins, we're in this together." I took his hands in mine. "I'm going to help you." I didn't care what he said next, I would help him. I wouldn't let him do this alone. "Together, we can do anything remember?"
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Post  Draco Malfoy Sun Apr 27, 2014 11:54 am

I squeezed her hand.  I knew she meant well, but she had no idea what she was attempting to get herself into.  "I know," I said, though I was not about to let her walk into this like she wanted to.  I would not tell her who it was that I was supposed to kill, though she had a good enough idea I suppose from what words I have used to describe him, but I would not tell her everything.  The less she knew the better for her.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Sun Apr 27, 2014 12:34 pm

"Then tell me what I can do. And don't say nothing or run away. We already ruled them out as options." I knew he was trying to protect me, not wanting me to know everything, but there was still something I could do, I was sure. "These aren't the classroom bullies your used to Draco. They don't scare that easily."
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Post  Draco Malfoy Sun Apr 27, 2014 12:57 pm

She was definitely right about that.  I was not entirely sure what she could do without putting herself in the line of fire.  "The main thing I can think of is... well, don't let me go mental," I said quietly.  I felt like I was on the verge of doing just that.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Sun Apr 27, 2014 1:13 pm

I bushed the hair out of his eyes, "Talkng to me today shows you know your limits." I began, "You need help and that's what I'm here for. It's what twins are for."
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Post  Draco Malfoy Sun Apr 27, 2014 1:23 pm

I just wanted to curl up into a ball and give up.  Let them do whatever it is they wanted and had planned... but I could not let them just do all of this and then punish my sister for my failures - our father's failures.  I looked down at the ground.  "What do you know about the vanishing cabinets?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.  I needed to repair the one in the Room of Requirements... the room of lost things.  That was a way for the plan to work -- for the Death Eaters.  But there was no middle ground when it came to this.  You were either with them or against them, nothing else.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Sun Apr 27, 2014 1:46 pm

"I know they can carry something or someone between places." I began, putting the pieces together. "Is that the plan?" I asked softly. "Is there in in Hogwarts?" I knew protecting me was probably the only reason my brother didn't give up and I was greatful for that. It wasn't even his fault we were in this mess, it was our Fathers. I hated that we had to keep paying for his mistakes.
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Post  Draco Malfoy Sun Apr 27, 2014 1:58 pm

I knew my sister was not stupid, but I did not want to give her a straight forward answer, so I settled for shrugging.  "I am fixing one," I said, hating myself that I was helping them find a way in so they made sure that I finished my task one way or another.  "I've killed a bird in the process..." I hated that I felt bad for killing an innocent bird.  What kind of Death Eater would I make if an innocent bird's life hurt me like this?  There was no way that I could go through with killing Dumbledore.  I already had a couple of miserably failed half-hearted attempts where I had nearly killed two other students.  I would never be able to live with myself had they actually died... let alone the intended victim.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Sun Apr 27, 2014 11:28 pm

"Why don't you show me it, maybe I can help fix it with you." I knew he probably felt guilty about the bird but that was secondary right now. I remembers that a couple of students had been injured in strange accidents and wondered if he had something to do with them in an attempt to kill his target who I suspected the identity of. I didn't want to ask about it though, knowing I would be bring up hard feelings that he didn't need right now. Besides, I didn't want to think my brother was capable of that sort of thing even though I knew he was. He was probably glad, like I was, that they hadn't died. I knew he wouldn't be able to live wit himself if he killed innocent bystanders, even by accident.
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Post  Draco Malfoy Mon Apr 28, 2014 4:41 am

"But the longer it takes me to fix it, the longer we have," I stated.  I knew I would fail at the task.  Which meant that the Dark Lord would follow through with the punishment he had in store for us.  And if I miraculously completed the task, I would become just like them.  I would not be able to handle that, either.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Mon Apr 28, 2014 8:43 am

"I never said we would fix it soon, I just want to see it." I assured him. I knew that either outcome would be devastating for Draco. Either I die or he becomes one of them. I could deal with the former if it meant Draco would be safe but I knew it would hurt my brother too much to bare. The latter I wouldn't let happen, no matter what. "We'll figure this out." I said but for his benefit or mine, I was no longer sure.
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Post  Draco Malfoy Mon Apr 28, 2014 9:23 am

I sighed, running a hand through my hair.  I could show it to her.  She was always the brains behind our operations when her and I did things together.  I stood up and got a little lightheaded.  I held onto the wall for a moment.  "Alright, let's go," I said, offering her a hand to get up.  I was not sure where my bout of dizziness came from when it hit me:  when was the last time I ate something?  since I slept?  Even my closest friends -- well, if they could be called that -- were starting to notice the change in me, but they dared not say a word to me.  But I heard their whispers... My life was in a downward spiral and I had no idea if I could stop it before I hit rock bottom.
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Post  Juniper Malfoy Matthews Mon Apr 28, 2014 9:58 am

"Draco, are your okay?" I asked, noticing he seemed weaker. "What did you have for lunch?" I got up without his help since I wasn't sure he could help me up. "Do you need to eat something?" I was concerned for my brother, he needed to take care of himself if we were going to fight against everyone. "You need to keep your strength up." I hoped now that we were starting to develop a plan he would feel better about everything.
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Post  Draco Malfoy Mon Apr 28, 2014 10:09 am

I really did not need her to worry about me, but since we were going out into the populace of the school, I needed to get myself somewhat presentable again.  I shook my head at her as I tucked my shirt back in and fixed up my tie a little bit.  "June, I'm fine," I said, dismissing her worry.  I looked over at her and knew that she would probably argue with me.  "Really, I am.  You don't need to worry so much about me."  I tried to smile reassuringly at her, but I was not sure how convincing it was.
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