Panic Attack -- Summer 2013

I tilted my head at him slightly, "What girl things?? Boys....shopping?" I asked I have never been so confused although Prongs was being very vague. That earned me a look. I shrugged, " I don't know what you mean " I old him honestly.

"Merlin, I wish this were a boy problem," I muttered, rolling my eyes.  I moved a little closer and lowered my voice.  I hoped Lyla was still upstairs. "Er... well..." I cleared my throat trying to get the words to come out.  This was so extremely difficult for me.  "You know.  The -- er -- period."

I had come back downstairs to try to attempt to talk to my dad about how ignorant he was.  Because I really did need something.  And that was when I heard Uncle Sirius and him talking.  About me.  And my period.  I shrieked.  "You didn't!" I stared at them, appalled.  "I bloody hate you!" I spun back around and stormed back up to my room, this time not crying, but slamming the door so loudly behidn me that the walls shook.

I felt my eyes bulge as I waited for him to explain as I felt the light bulb went on. As I was about to respond Lyla came down. "Well then, I guess that's the answer...if that didn't back it up anyway." I said as I looked where Lyla just stormed up the stairs. " Was it as bad as you thought?" I asked him. " To the comparison of Lyla and Lenni....when it happened for lenni I passed her along to her mum...I had no idea what to do or even care about it." I said with a shrug.

I cringed, not enjoying that one bit.  "Well, I'm a dead man.  So make sure that everyone at least celebrates my life and has firewhiskey rather than mourning me, okay mate?" I said, shaking my head.  "I'm taking her to Lily and she can just stay at St. Mungo's the entire shift.  I cannot deal with her."

I looked over to Prongs, " If I remember right it just means something normal and nothing a big deal but I have no idea on how to handle it other than complete avoidance. " I said as I smirked slightly, " We'll have a party...we should take her to Lily. Might be able to handle to fifty moods in ten seconds."

"I've already gotten tears, anger, annoyance, irritation, happy, anger again," I listed, "all so quickly it's making my head spin."  I sighed.  "One of us has to go up and tell her we're taking her to see Lily."  I really hoped that Sirius would jump in and say that he would help me out here.

" Prongs isn't lily in the ER today?" I asked him. If we bring her there for this Lily is just going to be as annoyed as Lyla currently is. " She may just get annoyed....Ember did when I gave lenni to her. " I explained. Hoping Prongs knew that once he told Lyla he was not going to get anywhere really.

"So what do you suggest?" I asked exasperatedly.  "I am out of options.  If I stay in this house with her... one of us will be dead by the end of the day."  I sighed.  "Wait!  Was Ember home?  Do you know if Chloe is working?  They can take her."

I shook my head, " Ember wasn't in ER when I needed to hand lenni off to her. She was more grateful that I asked her mum for help than attempted anything. When I left Ember wasn't home, she could be?" I suggested. " I would love to make it through the day and not die thanks to a teenager."

I ran a hand through my hair.  "We need to do something... I feel like she's constantly watching me to see what else she can bitch about," I said quietly, looking around to make sure I did not see my red haired storm near us.

I heard voices and was appalled.  Dad called in Uncle Sirius?!  I could not believe him!  How dare he!  This was bad enough as it was... let alone telling the entire family about it.

I just had a bad feeling when I left the house. I knew something was up with Lyla, call it instinct. James was saying how she jumps down his throat. Which only meant something was coming. I smiled, he has to deal with that. Oh poor girl. I pulled my hair tightly into a pony tail as I was about to start my shift at the hospital. Worst case scenario she shows up here. I shook my head knowing James may bring her here.

I figured that I was just done dealing with Dad.  If he was going to go blabbing everything to everyone, I would just leave and find someone who actually cared -- Mum.  I changed myself to look a little bit more appropriate, though I really did not want to change into jeans.  They were just entirely uncomfortable.  However, I kept my sweatshirt on.  I went to our fireplace and Flooed to St. Mungo's.  Iwould just stay there the entire shift of Mum's... there were things I could do.  I crossed my arms, muttering under my breath, and went to find her to complain about DAd and Uncle Sirius.

I was just finishing up my rounds when I noticed Lyla wandering around. I am assuming to find me. " Lyla...come to my office." I told her as I had a little time between seeing how the other ladies rounds are before I could sit down momentarily.