Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold. TBD----Violence & SMUT

I had gotten the warm water for Lily and I stood there like a lost puppy.  I could do nothing.  I ran a hand through my hair and I started pacing. I could not sit still... to be honest, I would not be suprpirsed if I made the rest of them more nervous.  I was just glad that Fred and Dean were okay... but I needed Lenni to be okay, too.

My aunt had been working with me, I was tilted on my side. I felt like a shell, I don't know how to explain it. Then the warmth went through me, groggy I managed to open my eyes. It was dark, " W--" I mumbled.

I heard Elena try to speak and I knelt down by he side so quickly I was sure they all probably thought that I collapsed.  I took hold of one of her hands and kissed it.  "Thank Merlin," I muttered.  I knew we were not out of hte woods yet... but the fact that she was able to attempt to speak... I just could not lose her.

I smiled briefly, leaning back and wiping my forehead off. " She's here.." I told everyone. I was so relieved. " Elena, we're going to put you on the couch again okay? " I told her, I needed to check vitals, "After that, we're going to take you to your room." I looked to George, " You can go with her, she will need someone to keep an eye on her." I said having a feeling George would not be leaving her side anytime soon.

Still with a tense body of my own from stress and worry, I genlty lifted Elena back onto the couch and I was amazed at how easily George moved with her to stay right by her side.  And I was grateful he did not get in the way, either.  I looked over at George and said, "I'll take her to her room when Lily is finished... that way you can finish cleaning up a tad... we won't leave her alone, okay?"  I thought George still looked like hell and that he should probably have a breather before going in fora  long night.

I was grateful that Remus was keeping Dean at bay.  I could not handle my high strong son right now... I was already on overload with worry and concern for the four kids... I stood a little bit away from Lenni so Lily could help her, biting at my nails like I did whenever I got this nervous or worried.  I let out a slight breath of relief when Lily said that she got Elena to be somewhat stable and that she was back on teh couch... and despite George being with her tonight -- even if Sirius protested because he was going to stay no matter what -- I knew I would be in checing on them all night long.

I had finally gotten Dean to at least stand still, but he refused to sit down.  I looked at Chloe.  "Dean, why don't we go get you to your room?  That may be best," I said, figuring that Chloe would probably agree with me.

I was really glad that Uncle Remus had a hand on me, I was definitely leaning into it to try to stay standing.  "Addie and Jada," I said woozily.  I hoped that someone would know what I meant.  I was also glad that Mum and Dad kept my room for me here since I moved out because laying down and passing out sounded like such a great idea right about now.

I nodded, glad that they all at least acknowledged the fact that I was not going to be leaving Lenni's side any time soon.  I did feel like I needed to splash some cold water on my face or something.  I was glad that James mentioned it... because once we got her comfortable in her own bed, I would not be leaving her side.

I nodded to Remus, " That would be a great idea. You should go relax we'll be checking in on you." I told him with a grin. " We'll let you know what's going on with your sister." I told him. Knowing he would want to know. " Let's get you settled."

I let my auntie and uncle take me back to my room.  I practically collapsed onto my bed and I groaned.  "Lenni, is she okay for now?" I questioned, letting my lids droop.  I was not even sure if I would be able to stay awake to hear the answer to that.  I was pretty sure I was down for the count now.

I was all bandaged up and drank the potions much to my disgust, they all tasted like hippogriff dung. I coughed and that hurt. I asked aunt Lily about my scar saying traitor. I looked over to my dad who seemed to be shaking with anger he hasn't said much of anything. I have never seen him Look so terrifying.

I could not stand still.  I could do nothing to help either one of my children right now... and it was driving me nuts.  I was just glad that they were both relatively alert considering everything they had gone through.  I was also worried about Sirius... he was going to give himself an aneurism or something.  I was just as furious as he, but he needed to calm down.  There was nothing we could do right this second.

Looking around the room feeling like we needed to smile, " How about a game?" I asked mumbling." I think you need.....to smile." I said. I needed to not close my eyes. When I did, I saw everything that happened and I can't do that.

I couldn't help but smile slightly when she said that.  "Sweetie, you need to rest.  We forced Dean to rest, now it's your turn.  George will be with you the whole time," I assured her.