Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
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Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I had come home to gt some things before going back to St. Mungo's to be with Sirius. I heard someone come in and saw my brother. "James! You should be with Lily and the kids," I said, though I went up and hugged him tightly.
Ember Potter Black- Posts : 1762
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I needed to see my sister. Everything was just so overwhelming. I loved seeing Harry and Lily alive. I could not believe that I had a son and daughter I had no idea about. Even though I barely knew them, I loved them -- even in spite of Evan's dislike of me. But I needed Ems. I could not get past this odd feeling mixed between joy, pain at missing years, everything.
As soon as Ember hugged me, I lost it. She did not need this -- but I could not help it. Ember was my baby sister who I never htought I would see again. I pulled away from her after a moment. "I-I'm sorry," I said to her softly.
As soon as Ember hugged me, I lost it. She did not need this -- but I could not help it. Ember was my baby sister who I never htought I would see again. I pulled away from her after a moment. "I-I'm sorry," I said to her softly.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
When he pulled away, I had tears in my eyes. I just stared at him. "James... what's wrong?" I asked him, my voice full of worry.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I wiped my eyes and walked to the table in the kitchen. "Ems, I shouldn't even be bothering you about this," I said. "Not with what's going on with Sirius..."
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I shook my head at James, pouring us each a strong drink. We both needed it. I made my brother sit down. "Nonsense... now talk to me, james," I said to him gently.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I took a shaky breath. "I don't know if I can do this," I told her honestly. How could I just go back to the way things used to be? I mean, I could barely talk to Ember... I have been alone for so many years. It was hard to be around others -- even Lily. I hid my wrists from her - from everyone. I did not want them to see how weak I was.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I furrowed my brow at my brother. "Do what, James?" I asked, taking a drink. Some may say it was too early for a drink, but I cared not.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I was not sure if my sister would even understand. I took a long swig of hte drink she made before answering her. "This - being normal," I said, motioning with my hand to everything around me.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I gapsed slighlty at my brother's revelation. I was not entirely sure what to say to him. "You need time to get used to everything again... it hasn't been that long," I said quietly.He better not be thinking of doing something stupid. I could not lose James again.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
Of course I knew that. "I know... but Ems... I haven't even seen the sun in years. It's too much with everything else..." I ran my hands through my hair. How could I expect Ember to understand? She had not been held captive in a cave-like chamber for sixteen years all alone... only getting random updates from Peter about Ember, remus, and Chloe. Though never knowing my children and wife were alive.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I just stared at James, seeing him more as a stranger than my brother since he and Lily returned. "Just think of Lily and Harry! The twins! They need you," I said. then I added in a tear-filled voice, "I need you." What was my brother doing?
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
Tears filled my eyes. I knew they needed me. When that boy saved me... it was him telling me they were alive. And now I was pushing everyone away because I could not handle it? Did I really prefer being alone? "No," I muttered, answering my own thoughts.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
"No?" I asked, questioning my brother. What was that supposed to mean with what I had said to him?
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I nearly jumped when Ember spoke. I sometimes still forgot that I was no longer alone. "I was answering myself," I relied honestly. "I know you all need me. It's just... hard." That was a lame way for me to end that phrase.
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Re: Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry -- Fall 1997
I nodded, though I had no idea. "what all happened in there?" What did Peter do to you?" I asked. Maybe alking about it would help him. I never thought I would see my brother look this way... so lost and broken.
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