I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019

I could not believe Ryan.  "Erm... it's not that hard.  It's called self control, Ryan," I said to him, shaking my head in disbelief.  "It's something you should learn."

I narrowed my eyes at my sister's sarcasm.  "It's not that simple, Dona.  If you weren't a virgin, you'd understand," I snapped at her.  I hated when people started commenting on my love life.  Of course, I brought it up to her.  I took a deep breath.  "Sorry, it's a habit to get like that."

I rolled my eyes at my brother.  "You know, just because you don't know about my sex life doesn't mean it's nonexistent," I said to him sharply.  I could be just as much a smartass as he could be.  When he apologized, I softened a bit.  "It's fine, Ryan.  But that might be something to work on -- especially if you want to actually have something serious with Katrina."

I was stunned and I stared at Sedona.  I apologized, but I was also intrigued.  "Yeah... I'll work on that... but now i no longer care about me and Kat," I said to her, grinning evilly.  "Do give details about your sex life.  Are you not a virgin like everyone thinks you are?"  Normally siblings would nto want to hear about it, but I thought this was brilliant.  Here we were, thinking that Dona was the good little girl and she might not be!

I stared at Ryan, disbelief written all over my face.  I could not believe that he wanted details.  I sighed.  "Don't worry about what I've done or haven't done," I said to him simply.  "But don't worry, I have experience in more than what you would like to know."

I could not believe what my sister just said.  "I highly doubt you," I replied honestly.  "You are the best one of the three of us siblings."  Stan had game, I had to admit that.

I rolled my eyes at my little brother.  I was not going to talk about my sex life with Ryan.  "You might think that," I said to him, "but that might be a bit naive just because I'm a Hufflepuff or a girl doens't mean I'm th ebest one of you lot."