I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
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I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
It was the summer before my last year and I was freaking out. I was glad that my sister was home and not in the flat that she now shared with Leo -- they had moved in together after Christmas last year. I found her and pulled her outside. I did not want Dad or Juliet to hear me -- I was not pleased that Juliet had been staying over here a lot, either. I was not entirely sure if she moved in or not... Dad was mysterious about that minor detail. "Dona, we need to talk," I said. She would be good about what to do about feelings and stuff.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I was startled slightly by Ryan wanting to talk to me... which was even more surprising me with dragging me outside. "Erm, okay," I said to Ryan slowly. "Do I even want to know? Maybe it'd be best if we don't... you're acting odd."
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I rolled my eyes at my big sister. "Look... I'm thinking that there's something mor ebetween me and Kat," I said, sure that my sister would end up having something rather helpful to tell me about everything.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I resisted the laughter that was about to come out of my mouth. "Really? hasn't everyone been telling you two that for years?" I inquired, knowing that Ally and I had at least told Katrina that during our last year... which was two years ago. And I was sure that everyone else continued to do so.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I glared at Sedona. "Do you want me to continue or not?" I asked, getting angry. This was why I did not like talking about these things like this.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I held up my hands and gained control of myself. "I'm sorry, Ryan," I said to him. I really wanted to help him. I did need to behave myself. Ryan hardly ever opened up to me anymore. "Go on, I promise I'll only be helpful to the best of my abilities."
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I was glad that Sedona was getting control over herself. I hated when she acted like an insufferable know it all. I sighed and tried to figure out exactly what I wanted to say. "Alright, well, you know we never listened to any of you anyways,"I added, smiling slightly. "But now I'm thinking that maybe we should have..."
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I controlled my excitement from my little brother. "So you're starting to have strong feelings for her then?" I asked, wanting to hear him say it aloud rather than skirt around it like he was doing.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I sighed. "I don't know if I'd call them strong," I said to her, trying to stay in denial for as long as possible. I did not want to deal with her girly reaction to me actually fancying Katrina.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I rolled my eyes at Ryan. Why was he so difficult sometimes? I mean, was it so hard to admit he liked her? Okay... I guess I could see his point. It took me forever to say anything to Leo. I sighed. "Well, you should talkt o her about everything. That's the only way you will be able to know what's going on and what either one of you want to do," I said to him simply.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I stared at Sedona like she was metnal. "Yeah, okay," I said, scoffing and shaking my head. "Like when will I ever really talk to her? We goof off. That's about it. We hardly know each other." Okay, that was a lie. Kat and I really did know each other pretty well... but I was not going to let Dona know that.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I rolled my eyes at Ryan. "Ryan, you can't lie to me about any of this," I said to him flatly. "You need to talk to her. Just listen to me... you wanted advice,s o here it is."
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I hated when Sedona tried to pull the better listen to her card. But she was right. I did go to her... but that did not necessarily mean that I had to completely listen to her. I mean, it was my sister speaking to me. I sighed. "Well, I don' tlike the idea of talking to Kat like that. It's Kat and I. You really think a real conversation will ever truly take place?"
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
Well, Ryan had a point. Between the two of them... maybe they were not ever goign to have the conversation because, well, they were who they were. Horny little bastards. I laughed slightly. "I think there could be a conversation if you tried," I said to him.
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Re: I'm tired of pretending, but terrified of ending it -- Summer 2019
I stared at her. "Have you ever tried to have a conversation but there was just something much more interesting to do?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. "It's bloody hard to do."
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