I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
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I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
It had been far too long for me to be under the control of the alcohol again. I was trying to cope with Keegan's death and in the process, I was losing the family I had left. Pansy had threatened to leave with Ian. If they left, what else did I have to live for? To fight for? I found Pansy in the living room reading a book. I was grateful that she was still there. I sat down next to her and it pained me to see her physically pull away from me. She never did that before; it only helped prove her point from the night before.
"Pansy... I'm so sorry," I said to her, emotion filling my voice. I could not lose them; Father could get a hold of Dorian and change him into what I nearly became. I did nto want that. And I did not want to lose Pansy... I did love her.
"Pansy... I'm so sorry," I said to her, emotion filling my voice. I could not lose them; Father could get a hold of Dorian and change him into what I nearly became. I did nto want that. And I did not want to lose Pansy... I did love her.
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Re: I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
I should have just left rather than give him teh chance to chagne. I had a feeling this was going to far more painful than if I would have just gone away last night. I pulled away from Draco when he reached his hand out to me. I put my bookmark in and set the book down on the coffee table. I turned slightly and looked at him darkly. "You didn't seem all that sorry last night, Draco," I said, remembering all too clearly the way he yelled... waking Dorian up.
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Re: I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
I deserved that. "That's because I was drunk," I stated simply. "I don't want to lose you or Ian..." There was no way that I could go on without them by my side.
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Re: I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
I looked at him, trying to decipher the look on his face. "Maybe you should have thought of that before going down this road," I said icily. It was still too fresh teh way he spoke to me when I brought up the separation and possible divorce.
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Re: I always swore to you that I'd never fall apart; you always thought that I was stronger; I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start -- Summer 2007
I looked at her, trying to hide my emotion. "Pansy, please... just listen to me. I beg you," I said, hoping that she could see through the mask. I needed to her to see how much I needed her and Ian in my life. But I was always so afraid at showing any type of emotion -- something I could thank my Father for doing to me.
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I glared at him. "The last time you drank this much, you nearly threw your sister out of our flat," I spat at him, standing up and starting to pace at him. "Now... I will not give you a chance to hurt Ian or hurt me. I'm done..." I stopped pacing, crossing my arms and staring at him.
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I could not believe that she thought I would hurt Ian or her. I shook my head, the tears coming to the surface of my eyes and I would not fight them. She needed to see me like this to understand. "Pansy, no... I'd never hurt the two of you," I said to her. How could she think that?
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I wanted to refuse to look at him, but with the sound of his voice, I had to. I saw the raw emotion written all over his face. I stopped pacing and sighed. "But how on earth do I know that, dRaco?" I asked, desperation in my voice. "You were - are - turning into your father... and after everything that you've told me and that I've seen... I won't have that happen to Ian." I knew it was a low blow, but there was no way that I was goign to sugar coat everything. It would do nothing.
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That was a slap in my face, but definitely true. "Just because I am starting to resemble my father, does not mean that I would ever hurt you!" I pleaded with her, wanting her to understand exactly that.
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I took a deep breath and shook my head. "Draco, I just don't know if I can believe you unless you sober up," I said to him, giving him that ultimatum. "Sober I don't think you would hurt us... but drinking the way you have been, there have been a couple of close calls."
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"I haven't touched a drink since you said that," I said. "I know it's not much... but never before have I wanted a drink as badly as I did last night. But I didn't touch one." I hated that I sounded like a child begging. "Please... just give me a chance. Pansy... I can't lose you."
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I looked at Draco, seeing the tears in his eyes and the pain he was trying to hide as well. "Giving you a chance on this? Draco... I don't know if I can do that," I said to him, my own pain and tears in my voice.
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I looked at Pansy and could not keep eye contact with her. "Please," I said without much volume. "I need a chance to prove you that I've changed..."
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It took him a copule of years to get this bad... how long would it take for him to get better? Could I risk that with Ian? He was already going more and more towards Lucius. And with what happened... I did not necessarily like that. "I... I don't know if I can do that, Draco," I said.
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I took Pansy's hands in mine. "Please... it didn't take long the last time," I said. "And I promise... I won't fall off the wagon again." I hoped I could keep that promise.
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