At last I see the light....for now the fog has lifted....TBD

I said goodbye to Betta and severus to go find everyone, I figured to check the Common Room and dorms. I limped up the stairs and felt like hell hoping that someone is in the Common Room. I said the password, hobbled in and saw Chloe and tried to hide my bruises. Mustering up a smile," Hey Chlo. "

I smiled, " Hi lily--what the hell happened to you?! " I rushed over to her sitting down beside her. Assessing her bruises, " Who did this to you?" I asked her. Pulling her back, "you look like hell....we're getting them bback whoever did this....what happened?"

I looked to her, " Chloe I don't want to start a World war tonight..." I said honestly, " On my nightly duties....I was ambushed....and Betta came to help....and well....we were attacked....." I felt myself tearing up, wiping my eyes. "We need to get them back. " I said nodding as I got myself more comfortable...flinching. " How do we tell everyone else.....Chloe we were....r...uh...attacked...McKennon....said how it'd feel to have a real man..." Bursting into tears. I was the Head Girll for crying out loud. James is going to be even more upset because he was doing rounds with me last night. " I don't want to make people mad.." I said looking to her confused. I mean I know I need to tell them along with going to Dumbledore. " We need to get them back good..." I am not going to be afraid of people walking on their own. " I don't want to go anywhere by myself now... " I said crying. " I look more of a mess now don't I?"

" You definitely look like you had a rough night..." I said with a small smile. " How did you get away?" I asked her, I know she had tons of spells she could have used. They were so going to pay for this. " We have to tell the guys..." I saw her tense up, they won't be mad at you Lily...they care about you. Last thing they are going to be is mad at you for getting ambushed, How's Betta?"

I bit my lip, " Well, I had almost given up ...Then I remembered the self defence James taught me...and also I really screwed them over." I said with a laugh. " I have become very jumpy now.... I don't want to go anywhere alone now.....This is going to escalate horribly.." I sighed crying turning into sobbing, " W---why a-a-a-am I a h--orrible person?" I asked her. a few girls walked by, earning a glare from us, " I don't know what to do...."

"Well, we have to inform everyone, especially your fiancee....." I said looking to her as she took a deep breath. "Lily he isn't going to be mad at you....Trust me....you should know he isn't." I said trying to help her. She will need us to travel places with her to make sure she is comfortable. " Well, we wait..." I said trying a grin.

I nodded, " Yeah, I know he won't be mad at me that I got ambushed by Slytherins to the point of me being in the hospital wing. " I said agreeing with her, " that's where I was last night after it happened, Severus helped Betta and I get there. " I told her, I just wanted everyone to get here so I could jusst curl up on James' lap and try to forget about what happened to me not 24 hours ago. I knew they would be back soon, " so you waiting for your boy as well?" I asked her with a small grin, " Tea right?" I asked, we all fixed our problems with tea even a problem like lycanthropy.