At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light -- Summer 2018
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At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light -- Summer 2018
I had needed to get out of the house and Bill had wanted to speak to me, so I was at Shell Cottage sitting at the kitchen table while Bill set some snacks and tea down in front of me. I watched him carefully as he finally sat down. "Bill, what is it?" I asked, unable to make small talk. I just could not make small talk. Iw anted to know why he felt it so urgent to speak to me. I knew it had to be about Charlie.
Desdemona Quinn Weasley- Posts : 371
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Re: At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light -- Summer 2018
I sat down and looked at Desdemona. "How are you?" I asked, though I wanted to speak about Charlie. I did not want to think about the loss we all endured, but Charlie and Des went through the most.
Bill Weasley- Posts : 508
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I shrugged, shaking my head. "I honestly have no idea how to answer that quesiton," I said to him. "Sometimes I think I'll be okay... and then I look and see something that she used to love or hate and it turns me into a wreck still. And then there's Charlie... I can't talk to him; he's never home..."
Desdemona Quinn Weasley- Posts : 371
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I gave my sister-in-law a hug and sighed. "I know,' I said to her. "I want to figure out how to deal with Charlie and help him... but I'm nto sure how."
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We all really did want to help Charlie, but he made it damn near impossible to do so. I looked at Bill and started to drink some tea. "We need to get through to him," I said to Bill after a few moments. "I can only think of an intervention... but that will not be a good idea, I don't think."
Desdemona Quinn Weasley- Posts : 371
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I could not help but chuckle at that thought. "It might have to be something like that," I said to her honestly. "We'll have to figure something out." I looked at Desi. "What have you done already to get through to him?" We needed to know where to start.
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I sighed and shook my head. "Any rational idea people have given me -- time, space, love, everything. But now? Well, I'm going to have to do the extreme..." I trailed off, not entirely sure if it was good for me to tell Bill I was thinking of at least threatening to leave. Because if I threatened it, then I would have to make sure I would follow it through if Charlie did not change.
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I bit my inner cheek. I was not entirely sure whether that was a good idea or not, but Desdemona had to do what was best for her if Charlie was not going to help himself. I sighed and put a hand on her shoulder. "I understand," I said to her. "Just... think really hard about it, okay? don't just leave him hgih and dry. He might be close to coming around..."
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I looked at Bill and shook my head. "I know it sounds absurd," I explained, "but I don't know what else I can do for him, Bill." I knew that his family would hate me fi I left Charlie in a time like this... but I could nto wait forever for Charlie to start coming around after the loss of Quinn.
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taking a deep breath, I thought about what I wanted to say. "I know, Des, no one knows what to do for him," I conceded. I rubbed her back as we sat there. "I just don't know if more loss is what anybody needs... you, him, the family..."
Bill Weasley- Posts : 508
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I looked over at Bill. "I say none of this to cause more pain, Bill. I know no one needs more loss," I assured my brother-in-law. "I just don't know what else to do anymore... I say all of this with the heaviest of hearts. I'm not done trying for Charlie, though. I just... I have to know my options."
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At least she was thinking about this logically. "Okay," I said to her quietly. "That is probably the best ways to look at it... no matter if it is saddening if you have to take the other route."
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I looked over at Bill and gave him a sad smile. "I really don't want it to go the alternate route," I assured him. "And I hate to be telling you this in the first place... I don't want it to come down to anything that might come between you and Charlie."
Desdemona Quinn Weasley- Posts : 371
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I was relieved and smiled a bit. "I'm glad to hear that," I said to her honestly. "And I'm sure you wont' have to... and you know you can talk to me about anything, Des. I know your brother would be the prime choice, but you're family, too. So I'm here for you as much as I am here for Charlie."
Bill Weasley- Posts : 508
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I gave my brother-in-law a hug, grateful that he was not judging me for my thoughts. "Thank you," I said to him. "I just hope that one of us can get through to Charlie. I dont' want any of us to lose him, too."
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