Show offs, jerks, Bi**h, man who**-----1977----LANGUAGE& POSSIBLE SMUT

So, I was in the common room just finishing up my assignment for Snape, and I noticed a girl sitting beside the fire. Well, might as well go talk to her, it's not like we're going to go anywhere right?. So I got up and walked over to the couch and sat down. Just awkwardly looking over to her. Finally wanting to break the awkward silence, " Hey." i said to her. Wainting to know why it was so silent. I hated silence I always felt so awkward when I needed silence.

I was in the common room, ironically against my common sense. Why the hell was I out there anyway? I mean, I fucking hate people. I decided to blame it on the fact I missed the hustle and bustle of the London streets I once called my home. I let my mind drift back to the book on my lap, taking in the information in front of me. I knew it was considered to be quite nerdy to be reading text books out of class, but since when was I someone who gave a fuck about others' opinions?

I eventually noticed a presence above me, and scowled to myself. I figured after three years of the same bullshit people would eventually get a clue that I just wanted to be left alone After a few moments of silence, which I gathered must've been awkward to him, he finally decided to greet me.

"If that's the best you can come up with for wanting to come over here and disturb my reading," I started, flipping the page as I spoke, not even bothering to glance up at the guy. I didn't really care to know what he looked like. Somehow my mind associated knowing a person's appearance as well as their voice with getting close to another person. Like hell if that was going to happen. "You can kindly fuck off now."

I grinned, Well, that wasn't what I expected at all. Fine if she wanted to a bitch I would make her hate it while I was at it. " What the fuck is wrong with you?" I snapped with a smirk. " I come over to say hello. I always see you sitting here by yourself. I can kindly ask why do you choose to be sitting here by yourself?" I asked her. This was so different for me to do this to people I ididn't know but meh, I was alright with that. " So, what you have rathered me talk about something exploding or?" I asked her. I mean, come on no reason for the snapping when you don't know people. When sitting here for as long as she had. she just always seemed to be doing nothing and always by herself. I mean, I was shy and hung around Elena the whole time. So, I was used to people. I have even hung out with the Marauders. Which was a complete stretch. I guess you could say they had opened me up a little bit. She was pretty, but man she had the personality of a wet mop. Or so it seemed. So I figured I would open it up.

He snapped back, which I could definitely say I wasn't expecting. It took me a second to compose myself, but when I did, I scowled deeper, snapping my head up to meet his face as I prepared myself to tell him off.

Does anyone else get pissed off when the person they're trying to tell off is very attractive, or is it just me?

Anyway.

"I choose to be sitting here by myself because I don't want to deal with people like you," I replied bluntly, before moving on to his next question. "Also, if you're getting the idea that talking about some sort of explosion with me would be humorous, maybe we can talk about the pros and cons of blowing yourself up. I mean, it'd make my day." I snorted some, before standing up and snapping my book shut.

"While you're thinking about that small idea, I think I'll kindly escort myself out," I smugly said, before turning around and frowning, beginning to walk away from the asshole. "Why didn't I just go to my room..." I mumbled to myself under my breath as I walked away.

I raised my eyebrows, " People like me...you don't even know me.... " I said simply. " How can you judge someone who just decided to introduce themselves?" I didn't understand this girl but I was definitely intrigued. I was wondering how Elena would help me out. I mean, she understands girls. Maybe she can help me out. I don't really know what it is about this girl but I wanted to talk to her more. I couldn't tell why. " Exploding myself up. I wouldn't want it to be easy for you." I smirked.

I stopped in my tracks at his voice, as he spoke. "Simple, you're alive," I clarified for him. Damn, he was making the 'fuck you' attitude too easy. At his bit about exploding, I giggled mockingly, before beginning to walk again, out of the common room as I replied: "Oh please, you probably explode before the girls even get your pants off. Ta-tah, now!"

Fuck, I was glad I was done with that.

I grinned, well now. " I take it you interested in knowing!" I said walking after her. I wasn't going to let this drop. I don't know why I was so determined on making her talk. I was intrigued. I still didn't quite understand why. she seemed to hate everyone. " So, why is it that you hate everyone? Afraid to let someone in due to being hurt?" I asked her figuring it took me forever to actually talk to people so I guess I could say I understand the ignoring it sometimes.

I scowled. Why was the bastard still following me? Shaking my head slightly and hugging the text book to my chest, I sneered at him slightly. "More like I'm interested in you fucking off, as in go away, leave me alone. Oh, how many synonyms must I provide?" I asked mockingly, 'tsk-ing' slightly.

After his next question, I stopped immediately, before realizing that looked slightly suspicious and began walking forward once more. "You have no idea what you're talking about," I hissed. Well fuck, so much for skirting over that issue.

I smirked, " I have apparently touched an issue... I apologize but you kknow people can help..." I wasn't trying to be a jerk I know once I opened up to Elena it was a lot easier for me to talk to people and trust people. " I can't just go away. I'm involved now... you can't just put up walls and expect people to stay away forever." I nodded to her, believe me I've done it.. and now I'm an apparent jerk says a girl who just started talking to me today... I bet you don't think I know your name?" I asked her as I leaned against the wall.

I scowled, stopping and looking at him once more. God, this was starting to become infuriating? How could one boy cause me so much trouble? "Yeah, you fucking think?" I snapped, crossing my arms tighter over the text book already there. "You're not involved whatsoever, kid..." I muttered, trailing off some, before snapping once more; "And I can do whatever the hell pleases me!"

I wasn't even sure why I was talking to him anymore.

"Name? Sure, you probably don't. And if you do, it's because some freaked out asshole came over and complained to you about my behaviour."

I figured I'd get an outburst, " Relax...If it touches that much a nerve must be unsettling..." I stopped, " Why would I care about what people tell me?" I asked her. She seemed more and more intriguing. I mean, really here she was pretty much yelling at me and I seemed to be able to nothing but keep bothering her about it. Hm, odd. " As to the doing whatever you want...sure go for it...but I am involved now... How could I not know about what you were doing now that you had snapped at me...Knowing that you could be in some trouble. If anything were to happen how could I live with myself knowing I could have done something and yet didn't.

I turned around to face him fully. What the fuck was his problem? Why was he even bothering with me? I huff'd slightly and put my free hand on my hip, going for a 'bitchy' attitude, but letting my fingers inche towards my wand that was tucked in the side of my pants. Screw wearing skirts and abiding by the uniform, I so didn't want to show off my legs.

At his next sentence I couldn't resist the urge anymore, and snapped my wand out, pointing it right at him. "Stop, just fucking stop. Or so help me I will fucking make you regret living." I sneered slightly, glaring at him. God, I fucking hated righteous egoists. Who the hell made him think I wanted him in my life?

"So turn around, and keep on walking." I added, narrowing my eyes even more. God, I was pissed at having been picked at. Why couldn't anyone just leave me alone?

"And don't look back."

I smirked, to bad she didn't take the time to get to know me very well. I have been in defence classes for a long time. I could easily disarm her and thats just what I had planned, so I put it into action. I took her one arm slammed it against the wall making her drop her wand throwing my other arm to meet hers and held her arms over her head as I moved my leg so she couldn't kick me. Like I knew she had thought about doing. " I don't like leaving people when they may need a hand. So I hate to tell you...but I'm to stubborn to go away so easily. What are you afraid of? That you might consider someone a friend. Or more...been hurt by someone...what?."

I scowled angrily, pushing against the solid wall of flesh that had moved way too fast for my own comfort. I growled slightly, before he began speaking. I didn't know how to get out of this situation in any other way except for complying... but it didn't mean I couldn't get a little... gratification. I snickered inwardly, clearing my face of any anger just for my ploy.

"I'm sorry, okay? i just don't like people... close. It makes me uncomfortable..." I mumbled quietly, but loud enough for him to hear. I trailed off slightly at the end, inwardly gagging. God, that hit too close to fucking home in any way I looked at it. Like he would know that, though.

"I'll be your friend, okay? If that's what you want..." I shyly added, rubbing my wrists slightly as he slowly released me. I added a hug for extra measures, squeezing slightly so he wouldn't feel my hand slipping into his back pocket, subtly tucking it in my robe. I knew I had too much practice for him to realize until it was too late. I gave his back a pat once awkwardly, before taking a few steps back from him, looking at the ground and then up at him coyly. Fuck him for trying to overpower me. I wouldn't let him get away with that shit.

"I'm tired though... so I really just want to go lay down in my room... I'll see you later, okay?" I said smiling lightly, before turning away from the man. My expression immediately turned to devious.

I waited until I got to the end of the hall, before poking my head around the corner, smiling evilly.

"Later, fucker."

And with the peace sign I took off, on the run once more.

I stood frozen, well that was easy......WAIT a minute here. that was way to damn easy from five minutes ago. I scowled a little bit, thinking of what the hell just happened there. I went looking down the hall to see what the hell happened. Hm...what was that....I went and figured I could get some change go to Hogsmeade got some treats or something. Just to get out of here. Why is that girl so interi....I went in my pocket to pull out my wallet and it was gone. That was it. " Ugh." I grumbled angrily. " Oi...Blondie....wallet..." I said in just words. Knowing she wouldn't come down so easily I knew how to avoid the screaming staircase I do have a broom. I waited giving her grace minutes. Even though she did not deserve anything from me. She didn't get her little blondie butt down here...she would regret it.