Somebody help me tame this animal -- Summer 1980
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I sighed and took off my glasses, pinching the bridge of my nose. I replaced my spectacles and looked at Remus. "I will not pretend to comprehend the discomfort of the task that I ask you to do, Remus," I explained to him. "But, unfortunately, you are the only one that I trust to be in such a seedy environment. You have retrieved valuable information -- such as only Greyback is a Death Eater... though, that does not entirely work in our favor, it is better than the whole clan being Death Eaters."
Albus Dumbledore- Posts : 103
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I looked at the Headmaster, knowing that he was trying to help me the best that he could. I sighed. "I know, I know," I said quietly. "I know that I'm the only person who can do this job. But... I'm going to lose it. I don't know what I'm going to be able to do to keep myself... me." I really hoped that he understood what I meant.
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I smiled at Remus. "You'll keep yourself the way you always have in the past, Remus, and that is wiht the most powerful magic of all: love," I told him simply. "Your friends nad family have always been there for you and they're still there for you now. Use that as your strength and I would think you are strong enough to hold on until he is defeated."
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Dumbledore and his love. He sounded like a broken record player sometimes. But there was some truth in what he said. I sighed and took a sip of the tea. "Or until this task is no longer needed of me," I said hopefully. I thought that might happen sooner than Voldemort being defeated. I looked at Dumbledore and stood up. "Well... I guess this is it," I said. I had so many other concerns on my mind right now -- Chloe was due in a couple of months and I feared that our son would turn into what I feared to become. Would he even get any part of the werewolf in him? Or would he be normal? I was so fearful... and I hated that he had to have me as a father.
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"Remus, please, sit down," I said gently. "I know there is much more on your mind. You know you can confide in me." I was sure that there was much more running through his mind; he was Remus, after all, and he did tend to worry much more than the average person
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I was almost reluctant to sit down, but I did anyways. "Professor... I'm a werewolf," I said quietly. "No one deserves that for a father... and what if..." I trailed off. I could not finish my thought. What if I cursed my son the way that greyback cursed me?
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I folded my hands in front of me while he spoke, letting him get it out. "Remus," I started, "you lessen yourself everyday from the man that you really are. You need to embrace the human in you rather than fearing the beast within." I looked over my half moon spectacles at the man in front of me, thinking it was only yesterday that I had to make a small eleven year old boy feel better about who he was. "Any boy would be lucky to have a man like you as a father -- you are honest, trustworthy, you'd do anything for him... and so much more, Remus. Please, don't let your fear ruin such a happy occasion."
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I slouched in the chair slightly as he spoke. He was right; my fear was ruling my mind right now. But rightfully so... though I really should listen to him and to Chloe. It would let me sleep easier at night. "I don't know about that, Professor. But thank you for listening," I said, not finding this easy by any means to let them change my mind.
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The poor boy -- Remus would always be a boy to me -- always thought the worst of himself. "Remus, I know you do not believe me. But at least give Chloe a chance to prove you wrong," I said to him.
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I sighed and looked at him. "Alright, I will give her a chance," I said. "I really hope that she does prove me wrong... I don't know what I'd do if I would end up being right..."
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I smiled reassuringly at Remus. "Well, then, stop trying to dissuade yourself from believing Chloe and everyone else who is good in your life,' I said to him simply, knowing that he would continue to try to argue with me.
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I resisted the urge from rolling my eyes at the headmaster, though he was right. "Alright, fine," I said, shaking my head. "But it will always be on my mind."
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I smiled somewhat sadly up at Remus. "I never doubted that," I assured him. "But doln't let it rule your thoughts... that could be your downfall in the end that could ruini your happinesss."
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Dumbledore was always a man to be counted on for philosophical advice. I smiled at him and sighed. "I know, Professor," I said, always addressing him professionally even after school years. "But that's a lot harder said than done." As if he did not already know that.
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Of course Remus did not know entirely of my past, but I understood all too well what was easier said than done. I nodded at him. "Remus... please, try to understand and realize that I know that," I said to him, nearly pleading with him to not let this get to him as much as he was letting it.
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