Deep in the dark you surrender your heart...----TBD

I sat by the fire reading, it was such a nice night. I had such a horrible time trying to focus. I couldn't exactly talk about this with the girls. He's pretty much related to both of them. Well, his sister than pretty much his sister. I sighed, every time he was near me my heart jumped. He has helped me with my homework. He hangs with the guys and has his pick of Hogwarts female population. Why would he pick me? I got frustrated, when he talks to me. I find it so hard to speak. I felt ridiculous as to which he probably saw me as. Ridiculous. I looked out the window, I don't know how many girls talk about him. Want him. I am just left in the shadows. He comes to talk to me and whatnot but I doubt if actually notices. I wish I was able to speak around him.

I turned towards the portrait hole when I heard it open and figured it would be him. Then it was a few girls who were of course talking about him, Harry and Dean. I mean I saw the appeal but I just wish I wasn't such a scaredy cat. " Hey.." I mumbled to them as they walked by. Why would he notice. I wanted to talk to the girls about me liking a guy but apparently I am easy to read. Sighing, " Why is this so hard?" I said exasperated flinging myself onto the rest of the couch and closed my eyes.

I had gotten back a little later then I intended. Walking quietly through the portrait hole. Just glad I didn't bump into my dad asking me where I was going. I had no idea where I was going or wanted to go. I saw the fire going and someone on the couch. I walked over and noticed Olivia she looked as though she was asleep. I conjured up a blanket and went to put it on her. " You look cold.." I said as I dropped it over her.

I jumped hearing another voice, I looked up and saw William looking at me with a smile. " Oh!.." I said quickly scattering myself up. To allow him a spot on the couch, " Sorry I didn't realize I had actually fallen asleep.." I said as I felt my face go pink. " Out pranking someone?" I said with a smirk. Trying to spark up a conversation.

I smiled, " Don't apologize for falling asleep." I said as I joined her on the couch, " No just couldn't focus on going to sleep...so I went for a walk.." I said honestly. " What about you?" I asked her. She looked like something was bothering her.

I actually thought I could open and tell him. " Oh, well just hanging around. " I explained. I had wanted to just have him hug me or something. I mean, Anytime he is around I get butterflies and my heart jumps. I wished I could just tell him everything. Maybe I can. " Will can I talk to you?" I asked him.

I sat down beside her, " Yeah sure what's up?" I asked her. She seemed a little on edge. I could see if there was anything I could do to maybe lend a hand.

I just need to talk, " I just need to talk..." I said to him as he sat down beside me. I felt the heat rise to my face.

I nodded letting myself drop down beside her. " What's going on?....transfiguration trouble? ." I teased. I had no problem talking to Olivia, she made it so easy to talk to her. I went and moved a piece of hair out of her face. " It was in the way ...sorry." I said with a grin. I was forward sometimes, I don't know what Dean was talking about. I wasn't always mr. safety. I normally just always had to keep an eye on them.

I felt heat rising to my face as he moved the hair from my face. " It is Transfiguration issues....I just can't get the movement right..." I explained. " I need to turn the cup into an eagle." I went on. " I am having such problems....the things I've created are all flying outside... "

I nodded as I started to grin, " So that explains the flying goblets.." I said as I nearly ran into a few a of them. " It is actually all about the movement. " I started to explain. " don't forget the taps..." I said as I walked over to the table where someone left a goblet. " Tap three times then the spell." I told her as I demonstrated.