you'll be in my heart---TBD

I walked into the nursery, with my parchment and ink. Walked over to the chair by the window, sat down on the chair looking around the room. " Hmm..." I said, as I glanced at the cribs.I started writing down my thoughts,

" To my first born little one,
I sit in your room now wondering what you'll look like and how you will tun out. Already picturing the great things I'm sure you'll accomplish. How proud of you I already am I haven't even met you yet. I'm excited for all the thigns I can teach you. All the things you'll teach me. I love you so much already. I want to solve all of your problems, I'll teach you how to pick up girls, or how to stay the hell away from boys." I put my quill down. Looking at the parchment.

I just finished peeing for the umpteenth time that day... this baby was definitely finding my bladder to its playtoy. I looked at myself in the mirror and stood back far enough to see the belly of a quite pregnant woman. I was still a month off from my pronounced due date... the only problem was, was that the baby didn't kick that much. The healer said it wasn't a big deal but I was just worried something was wrong. I knew my darling hubby was here somewhere adn I went in search of him. The door to the nursery was cracked slightly. I haven't been allowed to enter so I tapped on teh door lightly. "Sirius? Are you in there?"

I dropped the ink well and my parchment. " Yes, I am...." I said rushing over to the door so she couldn't get in. " You're still not allowed in there." I said as I stepped out to give her a kiss, and pull the door closed. " Pee again?" i asked with a smirk on my face.

I rolled my eyes at him. "yeah..." I said, smiling at him hoping I was hiding my concern well enough. I had a hand on my stomach. "And are you really telling me that it's not ready yet? You've had plenty of time..."