I won't give up on us, even when the sky is rough -- Summer 2018

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I won't give up on us, even when the sky is rough -- Summer 2018

Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Thu Jan 29, 2015 4:09 am

It was obvious to everyone that Charlie and I might not make it through our loss.  But I could not lose my husband, too.  I found him up in our daughter's room and sat down beside him on her bed.  I hated how he just practically ignored me.  I took hold of his hand, despite the coldness that I felt from him.  It was not necessarily coldness just towards me -- he was like that with anyone anymore.  Bill and I have spoken about this a lot.  I waited until Charlie's broken gaze met mine.  "We need to talk, Charlie," I said to him quietly.  "We can't keep going on like this."
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Mon Feb 02, 2015 10:30 am

I held in my hands the favorite bear that our daughter always cuddled since she was a little girl.  I barely felt Desi put a hand on mine and then I forced myself to look at her.  I could barely talk to her anymore.  All I saw was my baby girl -- the baby girl that her and Bill had to create because I was unable to help give my wife the one thing she wanted.  I looked at her because Desdemona wanted me to.  I still loved her dearly.  But it was just so hard to be here with her.  She was right; we could not keep going on like this.  "I know," I said to her, as she was just stating the obvious.  I just did not know what to do anymore.
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Tue May 05, 2015 5:56 am

At least he spoke.  "I think we need to either have somebody help us with this and to get through this or... well, move or something," I said to him.  "I don't want to lose you, but if something doesn't start getting better...."
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Fri May 08, 2015 4:54 am

I did not realize how serious Desi was until she trailed off.  I held her hand and tried to reassure her.  "I can't lose you, too," I said to her quickly.  I did not realize she felt this bad about everything... I had been in my own litlte world of grief from losing Quinn.
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Fri Jun 05, 2015 8:29 am

I looked at Charlie and felt a bit of despair.  "Then help me help you," I said to him, almost pleading with my husband.  "You're not letting any of us in... and we're slowly losing you.  And I can't lose you this way."
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Tue Jun 16, 2015 6:44 am

I stared at Desi.  "I dont know what I need," I said to her honestly.  "I just... a parent shouldn't outlive their child," I replied, tears filling my eyes.
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Thu Jul 16, 2015 10:02 pm

I held onto his hand.  "You don't think I know that?" I said to him, exasperated.  "I lost a child, too, Charlie.  She was as much my little girl as she was yours."
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Sat Jul 25, 2015 10:08 am

I stopped before I even started to speak.  I pulled Desdemona into a tight hug.  I had been being so selfish about everything... I was ignoring the loss that Desi was feeling, too.  "I love you so much," I whispered into her hair as I held her close.  "And I am so sorry..."
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Sun Sep 06, 2015 11:12 am

I tried not to break down, but when Charlie held onto me, I could not help it.  It was almost as if I had my husband back... would this last, though?  I could feel him crying as well.  After we both calmed down, I looked at Charlie.  "What are we going to do?" I questioned quietly.
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Tue Sep 15, 2015 6:54 am

I shook my head.  "I don't know," I said to her with complete honesty.  "I've pushed you so far..."  I was not entirely sure if she could begin to think of letting me back in when I had hurt her so much.  I did not want to lose her; I could not lose someone else.
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Thu Jan 28, 2016 3:30 pm

I looked at Charlie.  "You have," I said to him honestly.  "I haven't exactly kept you within reaching distance, either."  I had started to pull away just as much as I was being pushed away by him.  "We need to find our love again, Charlie.  Quinn was not the only thing keeping us together -- we loved each other.  And I sitll love you."
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Fri Feb 05, 2016 9:29 am

I reached over to her.  "Of course I still love you," I assured her the best that I could.  "I don't know what happened to that... I think I lost myself when we lost Quinn."  I could admit that at least.
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Sun Mar 06, 2016 12:43 pm

I nodded, obviously I understood that fact.  "We need to find ourselves again, Charlie.  I'd like to do that together, but if we have ot do it apart..." I trailed off, not wanting to really address that aspect of our options.
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Post  Charlie Weasley on Tue Mar 08, 2016 10:06 am

I looked at Desi and nodded.  "I want to stay with you, too," I said to her.  "We need to find a way... maybe go back to Romania where it all started for us?"
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Post  Desdemona Quinn Weasley on Tue Aug 02, 2016 12:31 pm

I was stunned when Charlie suggested vacationing or perhaps he was suggesting moving.  I held his hand and squeezed it.  "We will find a way," I assured him.  "Would that even be feasible for us with everything from Quinn's medical bills...?"
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