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It is dangerous to confuse vengeance with justice---TBD

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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Sun Oct 20, 2013 10:53 am

It had been a week and a half, my mother thought also everyone else especially George seemed to think I came back here to soon. I needed to, I was having horrible sleep. Nothing helped not sleep potions, nightmares just woke me up. Showed me horrible things that could have happened and yet showed me how much I owed George, Fred and of course Dean. I had took to the room of requirement figuring it was the best place. I had work out clothes I had put on. I was getting this anger out of me, the whole room was set up like a gym. Punching bag and all. "Good..." I dropped my bag and walked over to the punching bag. Hit it hard and watched it bounce back. I could only have it replay in my mind over and over.

I had lost so much sleep, I had turned into such a scared timid girl, this was not me at all. I had to overcome this. One way or another I would figure this out. I started hitting it as I felt the gashes tug at my stretching them. It stung but it just made me work more. " Not happening again.. " I repeated as I put on some music. I began hitting it really hard and found myself crying. I was broken I hated being weak. I had pulled out some weapons that were given to me as I found targets appearing, I really like this room. They were all on the opposite side of the room, I started jumping and flipping around hitting the targets. Finally I threw my weapon at the final target and hit it in the center. I hurt everywhere it didn't matter. I was getting this out of me. Breathing deeply as I walked over to the punching bag again. I was tired warm and angry, just hitting the bag as I shouldn't be exerting myself this much. I would anyway, it helped ignore it in a sense.
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Post  Addison Logan Black Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:19 am

I was worried about Dean and Elena; Dean was worried about Elena.  Instead of him seeming overbearing, I assured him I would go find Elena and check in on her.  I would understand things probably a little better than he would of what Lenni may be thinking.  Not that this had happened to me... but I at least thought on the same line as Lenni.  Dean would have totally overreacted.  I finally figured out where she may be.  The room of requirement.  I was going to go in there and probably find her.  I was surprised to be able to walk in and I saw her.  "Lenni..." I said quietly so I wouldn't startled her.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:21 am

I heard my name being called and looked back, " Hey Addie..." I said giving her a smile that was short lived. " What's up?" I asked her while I walked limping and ignoring the dire pain I was in.
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Post  Addison Logan Black Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:33 am

I moved a little closer to her.  "Everything alright?" I asked her, knowing for sure that the answer she would give me was not the truth.  I was sure she owuld say she was fine... when in reality she was anything but.  I looked around and saw that there was a lot of different things that would definitely help her physically... but that would easily heal.  The emotional part would take a lot longer to heal.  And none of this would really help I don't think... not entirely.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:39 am

I gave a short laugh, " Everything is fine." I said almost through gritted teeth. Trying to stretch it felt all right until I actually attempted to stretch. I looked to her and saw the look I was getting, " Really, I will be fine." I said as I waved my feelings off.
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Post  Addison Logan Black Sun Oct 20, 2013 11:45 am

"Elena," I said seriously.  "I can see right through you.  I can turn the other way and let you keep doing this... but it's not going to get you anywhere.  I don't care if you don't talk to me... but you're going ot have to talk to someone, okay?"  I put my hand on her shoulder to let her know that I was not trying to mean, but I was just concerned and worried about her.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Mon Oct 21, 2013 1:32 am

Knowing she was right, I sighed. " I don't like being seen as weak.." I said to her as I rubed my scars. Ignoring all of them is the hardest thing ever. I hated feeling this vulnerable.
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Post  Addison Logan Black Mon Oct 21, 2013 2:32 am

"no one views you as weak," I told her. "if anything, I know I think of you as more tough being able to come through all of that the way you did." I didn't even want to think of how I would handle something like that.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Mon Oct 21, 2013 4:12 am

" I can't sleep Addie....I keep seeing it...sleeping potions no matter what madam pomfrey does I can't sleep. No matter what I seem to do..." I said exasperated. " The scars will heal...but this one stays with you...." I said revealing the traitor carved into my skin.
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Post  Addison Logan Black Mon Oct 21, 2013 4:47 am

I looked at her arm and tried to hide my surprise.  "Lenni..." I said, shaking my head.  I guess I should not be surprised by what the Death EAters do to people.  "I know that anything I say probably won't help.  I have not been in any situation similar to this..."  I sighed and pushed my hair from my face.  "Do you have any idea why they did that to you?"  Perhaps if she talked a little about it would help her be able to sleep or something.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Mon Oct 21, 2013 5:05 am

Giving her a smile, " Nothing can really help me..." I said as I looked around. " Do I fel good beating this up. yeah, it helped a bit...but I have had such bad sleeping habits now. " Shrugging, " They said it was because I was a black."
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Post  Addison Logan Black Mon Oct 21, 2013 5:39 am

I sighed and shook my head.  "I am guessing that beating it up is not helping you heal physically though," I said, leaning against a pillar.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Mon Oct 21, 2013 5:47 am

I shook my head," I am actually not supposed to be moving a lot at all. It is the only thing that is making this bearable. I have pain for a reason..." I said pulling my hair into a ponytail. " To know I can go through it and it is winning. It's getting to me to much.." I walked over to the punching bag. " To know I can exert some anger and feeling of weakness can get lost."
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Post  Addison Logan Black Mon Oct 21, 2013 6:15 am

I sighed.  I pulled my hair back as well and looked at Lenni.  "I am sure you're not," I said, flashing her a smile.  "But I wouldn't be doing my duty as a friend or future sister if I let you go through all this alone.  Besides... if you over do it, you're going ot need help to make it look like you didn't."  I was definitely not dressed to be doing a work out like this, so I waved my wand and my clothes changed into something more bearable to join in with Elena.  I knew it would not be a good idea to elave her alone... I had a feeling that she would end up needing help by the time she was through and I was going ot be there fo her.
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Post  Elena S. T. Black Weasley Tue Oct 22, 2013 11:18 am

I laughed, " Sounds good.." I said with a grin. " You will however need this." I said tossing the tape for her hands over. " I know this won't help but it helps momentarily enough to make me hopefully ignore my pain and sleep...and just ignore the scars and just sleep. Really sleep." I explained, " I know that it sounds weird.." I said as I walked over to the punching bag. " I want to know why they seem to have no regrets doing anything..." I said as I hit the bag while she taped up her hands or didn't leaving the option up to her. " Do you know I have nightmares about what ifs....what if George, Dean or Fred didn't make it because of me?" I asked her also telling her, " It kills me to think that they could have died while trying to save me." I said getting more upset and just wanted to hit the bag harder.
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