This could be the end of me, everything I know. 1977

I had finally agreed to give James a chance and now was just getting a lot of looks from girls around the school. It had definitely gotten annoying fast. " Can I help you?" I snapped at some Hufflepuff girls while I was making my way to the Head's common room. I had given Chloe and Ember the password figuring they would be coming in whenever. Which I was fine with. It was empty so I went to the window sill and open the large window as I climbed into the sill. Just to sit and look outside, also to ready my book. I liked sitting here to read. the fall air was always so nice.

I had walked into the Heads Common room, seeing Lily sitting on the window sill. " Hiya Lil" I said happily as she always looked above the moon since had agreed to go out with James. " So how are the new love birds?" I asked her with a grin. Lily always had a thing for James it was just annoying to her when he made fun of Severus. Which is understandable. They had been friends for a little while. So, it naturally made her angry when he bothered Severus. So, she pretened to hate him. Just to ignore the actual feelings she had for him for years.

I smiled to one of my best friends, " We're doing well, just these stupid girls that come out of everywhere just to tell me how i'm not good enough for him. It's driving me nuts. I nearly transfigured another girl because I nearly lost it. " I told her honestly. I mean I knew James was popular. But us dating has made me hated by every single girl in this place that seems to be totally infatuated with him. I sighed, " It's just something I will have to get used too. They are not making me not like my relationship because every day someone of his fans tells me I'm not the right girl for his needs.

I laughed at her, " Come on now Lily you really thought they wouldn't?" I asked here. I thought it was funny, but I did agree with her. It had to be annoying I got a bit too. Ever since Remus and I became a thing. Lily Ember and I have become hated by most of the female population at Hogwarts but they still have to listen to Lily. ember, and I get glares every now and then. It was definitely something that is difficult to get used too.

Well, I figured she made some sense. I wondered about it though, " Should we go to the hall or something get some food?" I asked. We agreed, and left the Head Common Room and went down to the Great Hall. I didn't want to make any of the elves bring us something. We were talking about the guys when we bumped in to someone. " Oh, I'm sorry..." I apologied it was just something i Did when I got into a bumping. When it even wasn't my fault. She snapped at me, " No problemo you dirty mudblood." I whipped my head around. " Excuse me?" I almost yelled.

I turned on a dime, " Did I stutter?" I said with a grin to my few friends that were around me, she couldn't do anything to me. " You have no idea on how to treat James right..." I said as a matter of fact. " You actually said you hated him I don't know how many times. So getting desperate and than give him a chance. Well, Evans you're not good enough for the likes of James Potter"

I sighed angrily, " I'm not good enough for James Potter?" I snapped at her, " Then why did he want me hm....why has he always asked me.... " I got in her face and didn't really care I was having a bad day. I could just easily take points away from Hufflepuff, it amazed me how this girl got in that house. " I'm sure as hell better than you.." I said simply. Knowing it would tick her off completely. Which I didn't care. " You do not start something with me, especially when I know I have double the I.Q. I know how to use magic and manipulate it...it is a miracle to me that you were not sorted into Slytherin you stereotypical ditz. " I finished breathing heavily waiting for a response from her.